Scared.
Machine translation; not fully reviewed and may contain errors. Read the Chinese original
I didn’t sleep well until I woke up last night. Even in the dream, it’s a story in your head. The theme was that he was afraid to do something bad the next day, which was difficult to deal with, and to anticipate the difficulties in his mind and in his dreams. So, I’ve been in a bad state for more than 10 hours before 9:00. It’s terrible! Dreams of many of the things you’re afraid of: the fear of going to work and being late to play cards, not being able to get into school, not being able to do the job, getting lost…
Even in the early days of their awakening, their dreams were endlessly repeated in fear of being late and unable to reach their destination on time. Faced with this situation, it is impossible to think of any possible effective means other than devout prayer. Fortunately, what he thought was “unmanageable” did not actually happen, but it was certainly not funny, even though it was a false alarm.
Today, as the first day of improvement, much has come into being to enrich my time and to give me more encouragement to think boldly about my future. If I were to ask what the meaning of my work was, I would say, " While thinking about something in my heart is ingrained, step by step, close to the job that best suits me.
Well, it is true that in recent times it has not been a pleasure or even a painful period. It is at the core that the passion of its original passion has been sorely frustrated. From a positive point of view, however, this experience has turned into a treasure. It has deepened its understanding of this society, and it has become more solid…