Thoughts on Barbecue (Dragon Boat Festival)

Today is the Dragon Boat Festival, and I originally planned to eat some rice dumplings to celebrate the festival symbolically. I definitely need to add something here: Due to the timing and some unpleasant discriminatory treatment, I did not receive the Dragon Boat Festival gift package from my previous company and my current company. To be honest, I really feel uncomfortable. I have always paid attention to the sense of ritual, but under today’s circumstances, I felt extremely discouraged. There is quite a lot of anger inside, especially towards the former company. HR asked me if I would join the company for a third time, and I said absolutely not. This time I didn’t hesitate at all. Even though almost a month had passed, my answer was still the same, even more decisive!

Having said that, I still hadn’t eaten the rice dumplings until the evening, so I chose to eat the buffet barbecue. It’s really because I haven’t eaten meat for so long that I almost feel like I’m being mean and out of character. So tonight after doing some simple mental preparation, I decided to bring Eun Sang to eat. I came here to eat with my good friends, and I was really happy. Whether it’s delicious food or this moment of enjoying delicious food!

At this moment, I am sitting on a stool waiting for our order. My thoughts couldn’t help but recall my true thoughts when I was riding the bike just now: Barbecue, it’s delicious! But the price is really expensive. Although it’s only fifty yuan! But my heart ached with pain, just like in the past. But the more this happens, the more I should eat it. Because this situation has not happened once or twice, could it be like this for a lifetime?

This reminds me of something my HR friend said to me: Your day is a reflection of your life. Yes, if today is this life, how will I live in that life? I know the answer very well, what should I do? It has become the key!