Her

I started my morning exercise about 20 minutes late because I simply could not get up. Maybe I did not sleep well. Still, I did what I needed to do this morning.

The interview result came today. As I expected, I received an offer for a fairly interesting job. But that is not what I most want to record. I found out that a woman I cared about during university had changed our WeChat connection to “chat only.” I noticed by chance when I saw her comment on another university friend’s Moments post. Her comment reminded me of her, so I opened her Moments—and discovered I could no longer see them.

I asked her about it right away, rather angrily. She replied that I talked too much. We are adults, and I am not so blinded by romantic feelings that I cannot understand what she meant.

I have thought about it often since, with anger mixed with some understanding and an effort to be mature about it…

Some things cannot be forced.