Thanks for the comfort Micron!

What does pain feel like? What does it feel like to be complicated and melancholy? What does it feel like to have an explosive state of mind when you are sick? So what does the combination of these three feel like? I can’t answer it, I just feel a little powerless. It feels uncomfortable to watch any movie and feel a little noisy to listen to any sound. I didn’t know what to do, except that what I wanted most was to rest, not to find another job as soon as possible. My current physical condition is really bad, and I still have constant retching. So I can only make some choices decisively, and decisively block people or things that make me feel uncomfortable or withdraw from the environment. My state has been really bad recently. Although it was much better one second, it became bad again the next second. How happy one second is, how painful the next second is. This is absolutely the opposite, and I really can’t understand it.

Today’s state is extremely vague. I don’t know what to say or what to do. I just feel that my state is not good. Slowly, this mentality began to calm down, as if he had just broken up with a beloved girl. Although I can’t say I regret it, the act of stopping losses in time will inevitably bring some pain. If you make a decision based on your own heart, I think today’s choice is the right one.

Today I seem to have a lot to say, but I feel like I can’t say it. If you work for survival, then it is really not easy for you to persevere, especially under high pressure. Yesterday I went to the flower and bird market for a walk. It was really healing to see the little pets there. At the same time, accompanied by a friend, I went there. I feel so happy, because it turns out that there are such healing little creatures in this world to accompany us humans.