A day in the rain

It was almost midnight last night 12 when I received a video call invitation from my college teacher. I picked up the conversation with some confusion and curiosity, and from then on, we chatted for almost an hour before hanging up. There’s nothing important to say, it’s more about the teacher’s concern and care. When he saw me today, he couldn’t help but think of his past. Knowing that it is not easy, I thought of communicating with me more to relieve the pressure that I may have or already have.

After the whole process, I felt his warmth towards me, and I also learned from a side perspective that it would not be easy for everyone. Especially those who are still in the period of exploration and those who have not yet stabilized. There is actually nothing to elaborate on, just like I missed my high school days when I was in college, and I still miss those years now. Missing itself is very healing, but it is not the antidote after all💊. So I began to struggle and hesitate, trying to find my own way.

On the way to work today, there was almost no rain💦, it was just a drizzle. So this also increased my courage not to take an umbrella, thinking that it was still early tonight, how could it still rain at that time? So such wishful thinking led to the ending that it would rain when I went home tonight… Yes, it had been so long, how could I know that it would definitely not rain at that time? You still need to be prepared for danger in times of peace, not only in life, but also in the stock market. When securities accounts soar, the wisest thing to do is to reserve enough cash flow in the account. Only in this way can we more calmly deal with major fluctuations or black swan events that may come at any time in the financial market. The same is true at work. Never go fishing when you are not too busy, it is the worst strategy from any perspective.

Today is over, and I will be able to work online after another day of offline work tomorrow. It was a workday that allowed for a little more sleep, and it was also a day that started to get interesting. I was looking forward to that day, so I worked hard every day from Monday to Friday. On the way home tonight, I was elated for a long time as I realized it was Thursday night. I think, isn’t this a sign of having a head start in life? In fact, interesting expectations in life can be created. It is best to create many, many of them, so that I can use the “thread” of time to string them together one after another. Therefore, there is hope in life, and every day is a state of great joy.

When I get up every morning, I will find an interesting point: if I add more freeze-dried coffee, it will be really refreshing! It made me so miserable that I almost cried. The expression will become funny and ferocious as the taste buds detect it. It seems that this feeling will be remembered “deeply” for a long time, and then slowly fade away at noon. Moments like this seem to be fun, because this state makes me feel fascinated. So I chose to continue to drink another cup at noon to delay my excitement.

I actually didn’t take much of a lunch break at noon today because I found that there was still a lot of content that I had not yet completed in my Bible reading goal. Since this is an open goal, this also leads to a high degree of concern about the progress. So at noon today, I made a plan to read the Bible for an hour every day, including Saturdays and Sundays, of course. In this case, I will have more time to calmly deal with the next life and work…