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After returning to the room last night, the most healing thing was actually eating the snacks my friend gave me on Saturday. Those were two bags of expanded snacks, which were suspected of causing obesity. One bag contains Lay’s chips, the other bag contains tea-colored croutons. I hesitated for a long time before eating them because they really didn’t have any appetite in front of me. But I don’t know who to send it to, and even if I knew, I wouldn’t have the time to send it to him. So I finally decided to eat them myself. After all, I have done enough exercise to burn off these calories.

So I tasted it carefully! As soon as I took the first bite, I picked it up excitedly and started chewing it wildly. Just like that, I finished the bag of snacks quickly without any leftover. After eating, I was just full of joy and excitement, without any feeling of guilt. Although eating snacks is a taboo for me at the moment, I don’t think so at all. I just perceive the care and generosity of my friends towards me.

So last night, I fell asleep with this feeling…

The feeling now is actually much duller. In the current work rhythm, I have calmed down for the time being. At the same time, I have been given more work tasks, so that I have no time to do many things. I was asked to do things as quickly as possible, but I tried my best but was told that my efficiency was too low. I speeded up and couldn’t take into account some details, so I was told that my standards were too low. It can be seen that blindly catering to other people’s requirements to determine one’s own performance is definitely not the best strategy, and may even be regarded as the worst strategy to a large extent, which is not conducive to improving one’s own happiness.

Our focus should always be from the inside out, not from the outside in. Don’t cater, don’t be deliberate, just let nature take its course! Isn’t this way of doing things a better solution?

Tonight was indeed not an easy day to spend, because I still got off work after being taught a lesson. I have no complaints or any excuses about this. I got used to it, so I talked a lot less and changed a lot more. I still like to reflect on myself first before deciding how to respond to the other person. So I found that I didn’t do my best. As a result, more criticism and accusations become opportunities for you to make progress. You cannot and should not be stupid enough to ignore them.

It’s a 20-minute delay in getting off work today, which is really fatal to me, because there’ll be no subway at a later date. But it is also a fact that it has to face itself, because it must happen from time to time, something that cannot be avoided. It is only by doing it well that it will be possible for it to reap a good day.