Struggle to grow every day

This morning’s alarm clock was at 7:00, 7.05, 7:10, 7:15 … It continued to ring, and every time I tried to get myself to sleep, I finally got up at 7:45. To be honest, there were a million reluctant and a million ideas that wanted to give up. As he rises up, he wonders why yesterday he was so passionate, and vows to make an effort like “opening the sky”. Because it’s not easy, it’s hard. Because this change is a relatively long moment, at least not something that can be done once one reason is understood. Because it’s not just childish, but it’s pretty easy to make a move. It is good that my position has been adjusted relatively quickly, and I did not have the choice to escape in the face of the inescapable challenges of life. At least in this respect, I have overcome myself and chosen to confront the difficulties. Although their own problems are so much exposed to colleagues, they are very willing to help me point them out and to help me get through it. I’ve done a lot of things so weak that I didn’t mean to do it, but I’ve had a huge bug in my past. In the afternoon, my boss summoned me to the office alone to analyze my problems, which, through a few simple questions, gave me a clear sense of my problems. And that’s exactly where they’re most neglected in the daytime. Ten minutes of communication led me to discover not only the level of incompetence, but also the level of near-zeroness in my input and handling. When I realized that I was here, I cried a few tears right in front of the scene. I’ve been growing up every day in the past week. And it grows with a strong sting each time. It has made me aware of the reasons for past failures, while at the same time yelling at me to speed up the pace of improvement. Perhaps that’s the most real social beating I’ve ever seen, so I understand the existence of social Darwinism. Every single day last week was a happy day for its success. Every day, my nerves are high, and every detail is taken seriously. I wish I could hold on and do it every day!