Changing

I have a day off tomorrow. In fact, this break has made me panic a little. While thinking about maximizing time utilization, I was also thinking about how to arrange the next day’s affairs as quickly as possible. Because I really know how precious this day is, and I must cherish it. However, after communicating with my class leader this afternoon, I discovered that I am still quite tired. In the final analysis, it’s just that I’m mentally tired, and my mentality is not correct, which makes me too physically tired. So after my direct boss discovered this, he decisively approved my leave. I think it’s pretty good, I have an extra day off! Then adjust your mentality and sort out your heart carefully so that you can work better in the future.

Regarding the mentality issue, I still haven’t made a good adjustment. Although I can’t say that I treat work negatively, I do have a somewhat passive attitude. I think it’s because there’s something wrong with my inner thoughts, or because I don’t integrate knowledge with action. I don’t know what to think about this problem because one day is too short. What I can do is actually to relax and look at this matter.

One thing I realized while communicating with friends in the afternoon was that I often sigh unintentionally. I remember someone reminded me at the end of last year. After I realized this, I really paid attention to my performance. As a result, almost five months later, I am still like this! When I heard such feedback, I was still severely shocked.

In fact, if I think about it again, why do I only have such a bad problem? The same goes for how I treat my work. I have to admit that I have not achieved the unity of knowledge and action. Do you remember? I have also said that I must go all out, especially on important things. But I have never had it before, especially when it comes to work. The first thing I do when I get up in the morning is not work, but my Japanese learning. In fact, half an hour of Japanese learning time every day is enough, but I didn’t do it either. So work and study go hand in hand.

Well, actually this is only part of it, let’s continue thinking about it tomorrow!