The end of this week

Today was the fifth day of my trial period, and I have tomorrow off. I have just finished work and am on the subway home. I feel at peace because I gave everything I could on each of these five days. There were problems every day, but I faced them. Even after thirteen hours today, what I feel most is satisfaction. Whatever happens next, I know I honored both the company’s hopes and my own time.

The past five days brought plenty of challenges. I tried to meet each one head-on, even when criticism was sharp. The more demanding the feedback, the faster I seemed to learn. I also worked through the unexpected overtime during the May Day holiday. I did not get a holiday, but I do not feel cheated: I grew at work and kept moving toward the goals I set for myself.

Two days before the trial period, I was still enjoying Shanghai. It was not yet crowded for the holiday, and its easy pace gave me courage to begin again. Since returning, I have often grown through discomfort. Remembering that trip feels like holding a warm pack against a tired heart. I am grateful the world gave me that experience just when I needed it.

In only five days I have adapted to the pace of the company and grown more practiced at some things. Meeting those challenges gives me confidence for the work ahead. These have been worthwhile days 😀

I have plans tomorrow, mainly to see old friends, rest, and sort through a few things. It feels as though I have not seen them for fifty days, though it has really been only five 🤣