mantou's work notes

It seems that I don’t like being assigned fixed things to do by others. It’s not that I make judgments subjectively so rashly, but it’s the same whether I do it actively or passively. Why? When I do things assigned to me by others, I tend to get anxious and make mistakes. Since I am just starting out, I really need to face these difficulties head-on. Of course, this could also be my own hallucination. How could there be so many impossibilities? Most of them are imagined. As long as you are willing to pay for whatever you want to be, you can still achieve it.

I was actually very nervous yesterday because I became scared when I found out that I didn’t do something well. But looking back now, it seems like that’s all. As long as you are doing things sincerely and working hard to make progress, there is no need for you to worry too much about the rest. After all is said and done, as long as there is no pretense, everything else is the best arrangement. I didn’t have time to rest this morning. I just reflected and summarized it. I didn’t even have time to look through the Bible at hand, but it was enough. After all, you can’t have your cake and eat it too!

Now let’s start writing the second half. In the afternoon, I made greater progress on some of the company’s projects. I finally heard the encouragement from my class leader, which is a very valuable honor. So with this kind of encouragement, I worked harder and more seriously. Because as long as I am given a little chance to improve, I will be confident that I can do the more difficult work at hand better than before. Not only do I have such confidence, I also have such confidence. Where is the confidence? Correct attitude and correct methodology, as well as the ability to continuously iterate.

So today, I feel that I am more adaptable to the company’s rhythm, and at the same time, I am more comfortable. Compared to myself yesterday, I have made a lot of progress, and compared to my attitude towards the news this morning, I have also made a lot of progress. So although I have worked all day today, I am not very tired. I’m really not tired, which I never thought about. Maybe it comes from the sense of accomplishment?

What do you think of work? It’s the best way to integrate it with the cause. If not, think of it as work for yourself and the boss. At the end of the day, work is the process of learning with pay, and it would be a cool thing to be able to fully internalize that idea into your own mind! It’s off duty. That’s my day-to-day work. And even in order to ensure the quality of sleep, I had to consider whether I needed to adjust the daily output to the right level, and no longer had to do with the 1k output. I believe that this is necessary and a real consideration. I am sure you can understand me, and the future yourself can understand me. Because at this point in time it is true that it is necessary for itself to do so to feed its dreams or to try to feed its ambitions.

In order to cope with this situation, I need to make reasonable and appropriate adjustments over the coming working days and to do all the work that needs to be adjusted. The cost of doing anything was at stake, and the key was whether or not it could really afford that outcome.

Well, it’s written here today! I didn’t write much, but I did write every page…