4.18

I went back to my alma mater today and found it quite interesting: there were many familiar scenes, but I felt out of place when I walked on campus. Maybe it’s due to the different perspectives brought by different identities! The campus has also changed a lot. Many facilities have been renovated, and many familiar shops have been closed or replaced with new ones. As a result, many places look a bit unfamiliar. In fact, isn’t this the most authentic trace left by the changes of time?

Today’s day can be said to be basically over, it is an ordinary day, but the harvest needs to be experienced and understood bit by bit in the details. Just like today, every time I take a bite of heavy-flavored food, I actually feel as full of guilt as if the boiling water on the edge of the pot is overflowing. So today I tried to indulge in two big meals, but after taking one bite of the spicy mixture, I became unusually cautious. After eating my second vegetarian diet, I became more and more timid. Later, I tried to reduce the previous “criminal punishment” as much as possible. So when I drink coffee and ice cream, I don’t dare to finish it. When I drink electrolyzed water, I have to read the ingredient list again and again before deciding whether I should do more exercise to make up for my sin.

This day, it still came like this. The straightforward storyline is actually more due to my true description. After returning home, I chose to drink a glass of German beer to digest my fatigue and sleepiness. No ideas, no feelings.