Thoughts at the end of March

I woke up once at 3:30 this morning, and again at 7 o’clock this morning. When I woke up, I didn’t want to even look at the messages on my phone, so I just wanted to close my eyes and continue to rest for a while. Because I know very well how much I need to rest.

I hurried home last night and was eager to finish the meal and have a good rest after eating. As soon as I arrived, the washing machine repairman just started repairing the washing machine in my room. At that time, I couldn’t be nice to him, even though it might not be his fault. I came up and asked why it was repaired now. I had to cook as soon as possible. Also because it was a rainy day, the ground was extremely dirty and muddy from being trampled on. Even when the other party left, they did not perform any proper cleaning on my ground. So probably when he couldn’t solve the problem, the other party left, but I also sent him away as politely as possible. When I looked back at the mess in my room, I felt so speechless and helpless. After all, this is not the only time this happened, a similar situation happened just last week.

Maybe it has something to do with the weather! In the past two days, I have frequently and keenly heard the voice of a colleague in the company sighing all day long. I have often wanted to step forward and punch him, but since the other person is a “senior” who is much older than me, I can only choose to be patient. I sometimes get the same anger when I’m assigned something specific to do. I really don’t like being assigned, let alone someone I don’t like? This reminds me of a video of Zhang Xuefeng’s self-report that I watched last night: He was once invited by a teacher whom he respected very much to join him for long-term teaching cooperation, but he refused. His answer at the time was a little impolite: “Teacher, I don’t want to have to work so hard to give lectures every day when I reach your age.” My meaning is similar, and my point of view is also very clear: What deserves my sincere respect is never the other person’s age, but the other person’s cultivation and ability.

Maybe my current social experience is still shallow, but I absolutely believe that my abilities are far superior to many people. Because I have absolute patience, strong execution ability and a cognitive system that continues to iterate. I often feel confident about my future because of this, even if the current situation is full of thorns and challenges.

Recently, when reminiscent of the success of the 10-pound diet of the last three weeks, it was lamentable to see yesterday, by accident, that he was as, if not less, weighed a year ago. But it also shows that it’s a good time to be home this year.

I’ve been sending it to my friends in the circle of friends since I started taking it seriously. And that’s why I got a lot of questions from people, mostly asking me if I could eat like this. I was asked today if I’m happy to eat like this every day. In fact, today’s comments come at one level, and in a moment they touch my heart. Until now, I’ve actually been thinking about it. Because it does not seem to me that I have considered the issue from this angle.

If I were to answer this now, I might say, “It’s a small question, because I never thought of it…” but when I look back on the other side, it’s clear. What he’s saying is, why don’t I be nicer to myself? After all, a healthy diet like this results in a lot of good food that you can’t even experience.

It would be worth a little more thinking about that.