On the high-speed rail

Next stop, Xianning North.

Sitting on the Fuxing train, I felt a little tired and drunk. This is the catalytic result of not getting enough sleep and just drinking a small bottle of fruit wine before boarding the high-speed train. Even though he had just slept for an hour or two, he could still feel his tiredness, and he knew even more clearly how insufficient such an hour or two of rest was.

After waking up, it didn’t take long for me to dig through my schoolbag and look for snacks. After eating the chocolate bar, I started eating Oreos, and after finishing eating, I used Jiang Xiaobai to quench my thirst. Perhaps this approach was a bit shocking and strange, so it attracted the attention of the girls sitting next to him. I could see her surprise, and she took out her Oreos from her bag to share with me, and we started talking.

In fact, I am not an introvert, or in other words, I showed an inappropriate shyness today, which surprised and surprised me. I’ve been looking for the reason. Maybe it’s because I’m not in a good state today? I think it should be like this…

We talked a lot along the way. I really like the stories she shared with me because it makes me feel that the world is quite colorful. She told me stories about her encounters while climbing mountains, shared with me how when she was preparing to climb mountains after arriving in Datong, she almost planned to miss a bath because of the snow, and also shared her views on traveling alone and traveling abroad…

Between the lines, her sincere sharing is revealed. During the chat, I discovered that we were in the same batch, both college students who had just graduated last year. After learning this, it further inspired my desire to share. She said she loves mountain climbing, and she just completed her climbing puzzle of the last of the Five Sacred Mountains yesterday in Datong, Shanxi. So I shared with her the Yulong Mountain I had climbed and the Mount Fuji I had seen. She listened to my sharing very seriously, and like me, was amazed by the beauty of Mount Fuji. She said the photos are so beautiful, so how does it look so good in person? I sent her the photos I took in response to her interest, and agreed to go climbing together next time we had the chance. I readily agreed.

After arriving at Wuhan Station, she also got off the bus, so I had nothing to talk to. I sat in my seat honestly and continued to catch up on my sleep.

But I also like sleeping on this thing, because I can dream about a lot of things I want in my sleep: such as family members or friends who have just separated. Through dreams, I can express my longing without restraint. Cry in your sleep to release your emotional pent-up, so you can do better things when you wake up.

Yesterday, I was thinking, how should I adapt to the withdrawal reaction after returning to Guangzhou today? I am still quite afraid of this feeling, after all, the gap is too big. Whenever I think about this, I will actively look for examples to comfort myself. “Look, aren’t all my peers like this? They left their hometown early to work hard, and they were so happy that they were not as emo as me. Even if others are just like this on the surface, they are better than me in this regard! Not to mention that most of them are girls…”

Damn, isn’t that the actual situation? I wanted to seek development, so I chose to leave my hometown and move to the Greater Bay Area. Even when you are tired, don’t forget why you set out in the first place…