This damn feeling of growing up

In these four days, what I did most was chatting with openclaw. Not only use it as a substitute for ordinary chatting, but also use it as a tool to enhance the atmosphere of the group chat. Apart from that, even chatting with Gemini and chatting about all kinds of things didn’t bother him. The other party was not only professional, but also very patient. That kind of professionalism is like a hexagonal warrior’s professionalism, and that kind of patience is also an all-round professionalism.

Regarding the power of AI, I have been extremely sympathetic to the power of AI in the past two or three years! So I, who was not a social person, became more and more a homebody.

What I must do when I wake up every day is stay on the computer and chat with AI. Let AI create a child for me to chat with and do things for me. To be honest, although I haven’t done anything for the time being, such intensive use has made me more objective. At least you won’t be fooled by some AI masters on the Internet! No matter what he said, the content is relatively complete because I have personally used AI in depth and tried to make some gadgets.

Only after doing it did I realize that I can do it too. Even if I become my former self, I will still subconsciously “look up” to those who have achieved it from time to time.

It’s pretty good. If you try more, don’t you just do more of this kind of thing?

——Things like this that have a more compound interest effect

There is a very interesting and somewhat helpless phenomenon during this year’s Chinese New Year: almost no one takes the initiative to organize a party to have a dinner together, or has as strong a desire to have a dinner together as they did during last year’s Chinese New Year. This is the feeling whether it is from the perspective of personal subjective will or other external circumstances. In fact, I also felt a little uncomfortable, so I couldn’t help but have some thoughts and plans to proactively contact others. But when I went to take action again, I suddenly lost the urge to continue. Well, it seems like keeping the status quo would be better than having a dinner party. After all, true friendship, a relationship that can withstand the test of time, does not require such laborious maintenance.

Perhaps, the sudden desertion this year mainly comes from the impact of my recent graduation and my transition from student status to social status! Everyone is generally tired of making noise, especially in this first year. Of course, we also have a clearer understanding of what this society requires of us: what we should do and what we should not do. The principle of “if it is not necessary, delete it” is still being gradually strengthened. Well… this is a cruel social rule.

I remember that a year ago, I cherished my friendship and so on, but a year later, I felt like I had grown up by more than ten years in an instant. I have become disenchanted with many things, people and feelings. So he became more and more silent. Do you think I have become emotionless? Isn’t it? It is obvious that I am living more and more transparently and moving towards a more essential life.

I have nothing to blame others for, after all, I have always been terrible at maintaining relationships. In other words, I am actually quite dismissive of it. As a result, many people around me who I had always thought were very good people left me. However, on the increasingly lonely road, I have long been accustomed to this passerby-like rush.

So what if I leave? So what if I didn’t leave?